jane merson

Pursuing God-shaped purpose & encouraging others to do the same

Category: Personal Testimony

  • Um, Where’s my Miracle? (Part 2): The Overflow

    Last week (on Sunday) I posted Um, Where’s my Miracle? and the response has been quite overwhelming.  This is what happened next… On Monday afternoon, I received an email from former missionaries offering wisdom and guidance, having faced similar challenges themselves.  I’m so grateful that God’s provision is not just financial; finance is only a means to…

  • Um, Where’s my Miracle?

    I began this week with 1p in my bank account. I knew this day would come eventually, having had no regular income since I quit my job in Scotland in March.  But, I was also confident that God is a God who provides, therefore I had no reason to worry when it did arrive. However,…

  • Choose Your Hard

    I’ve been exhausted the past couple of weeks so last night I intentionally went to bed early.  Ninety minutes later, however, I was still awake, having lain in bed thinking up a wide range of social scenarios and rehearsing German dialogue, should I ever find myself in such circumstances.  But this delay in falling asleep…

  • Today I Cried in Public

    Yesterday marked two months since I moved to Germany.  For the most part, it has been a relatively smooth transition and God continues to be faithful every step of the way. But this weekend I feel like I’ve hit a wall.  I suspect hormones and tiredness have something to do with it, but that does…

  • A Series of Unfortunate Events

    It has been a funny ol’ week.  Nothing has gone to plan… ahem, my plan. If you follow me on Instagram, you’ll know that I began my new job this week.  Well, at least I expected to. What appeared to be an incredibly promising job opportunity teaching English to children was not quite all it…

  • When the Honeymoon Ends

    Gosh.  Moving abroad is not for the faint-hearted. It’s been 20 days since I moved to Germany from the U.K.  A busy, full 20 days.  It actually surprises me that it has only been 20 days because so much has happened in such a short space of time. I have settled into an apartment, begun…

  • His Plan or Mine?

    I was challenged by the book of Jonah this week as I read of his response and subsequent actions following God’s call on his life. You may know the story already – Jonah is called by God to go to Nineveh and declare God’s judgment on the people for their sin, however Jonah chose instead…

  • The Ten Year Wait (Part 2): Still Waiting

    In The Ten Year Wait I shared just some of the journey God has taken me on in the last 10+ years as I sought, and continue to seek, His perfect will & purpose for my life. But throughout that journey, there has been a second wait; an often more painful and difficult one. Namely, the wait…

  • No Longer a {Control} Freak

    I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – I’m a control-freak.  Well, at least I used to be. My sanity revolved around carefully constructed plans, determined to the smallest detail, with every possible outcome weighed and accounted for.  And if not?  Fear reigned. Because of this, I used to think that being so…